} Not Self Motivated }

nuff said.

(Source: exit-here2)

Like a homosexual.

But really. Pandora gave me a song by Colbie Callait, “Capri”. Which is about a little baby girl yet to be born and her mother, and how she’s a lil angel and all that. And I’m getting all sappy. Even though I’ve heard it a million times. (Because I have that album. And it’s great.)

I want to grow up. I want to be more motivated. I want to succeed in the truest sense of the word, monetarily not even being a priority.

I want to be a father. One day. But between now and then, I better do some growing up.

It’s like…

I want to be single, because life is a lot easier that way and I’m able to do better at just being me.

But then…

I get the whole loneliness thing going pretty often and just want a little companionship.

If only there was a middle ground or something.

Oh well.

Normally VDay doesn’t get to me really…then again, I’ve been dating someone for every single one for the past four years or something. Huh.

Never realized that.

was an awesome movie. Check out the poem the whole thing revolved around - 

Once more into the fray

Into the last good fight I’ll ever know

Live and die on this day

Live and die on this day

Oh but say word.

rakuli:

If I were a bird
And you were a flower
I would use my wings
To protect from showers

If I were a tree
And you were the breeze
I would crave your caress
And sway gently at ease

If I were a cloud
And you were the sky
I would float in your beauty
And join you up high

Were I the horizon
And if you were the sun
I would mourn your passing
When each day is done

If I was the moon
And you were the stars
I would reflect your beauty
From my place afar

Were I a galaxy
And you simply space
I would be happy
To be in that place